Thoughts

Thoughts are actually killing me right at the moment. There are about one million and four running through my head all at the same time. And the horrible Disney Movie Love Songs do NOT help me here. Honestly, it's down to jealousy, wanting, confusion and wondering. And all those thoughts together are not a healthy combonation. in all honesty, I can't stand the thoughts that are going through my brain. Damn it!

Argh, I can't even finish this!

Dreams

'Tis been a while, hasn't it? Well, sorry....Hanna and I have been doing stuff. She is a senior and all. Well, ladies and gents, today's entry is about Dreams. and I'm not just talking about the ones that happen when you're in that first sleep stage, no..I mean like...your hopes...wishes. Is it so....wrong to want something? Something big..and...so out of reach that it's so tempting? Honestly, I am so sick of peoples....comments. Yeah, I want to be on Broadway. Yes, I want to Star in RENT....weather it's a touring cast of not. Yes, I want to record an album...yes, I want this and that. But...I don't make fun of you wanting to be one of the top gossip columist or whatever it is you're going to be. So, do me a favor. STOP! No one cares what you think anymore! My god! Go....crawl in a hole.

Love,
Beth.